I keep seeing blue and white VW buses. Over the summer I'd been stuck enough to ask the universe for a little help on which way to go.
I'm not religious, and for a long time I wouldn't have considered myself spiritual, either. I'm still not really sure how to answer that... but from what I can tell, the people who believe in something definitely seem happier than those who don't.
At least, I think they do?
So, sitting in my favorite coffee shop, clutching a mug and clenching my jaw, I'd asked the universe to show me a sign: a green VW bus if I should continue to pursue writing, and an anchor if I should set it aside to rejoin the corporate world. Quickly, I'd crossed out "green" and replaced it with "orange." Orange just felt more optimistic or something. A day later, I saw a half white and half green VW bus. And the next day, a half white and half orange VW bus showed up.
I started seeing them everywhere. But then half blue and half white ones started appearing. Like, all the time. It's still happening, months later. Recently, in that same coffee shop, I wrote about wanting to get a typewriter. I didn't craft some hook or narrative structure, it just spilled out as stream-of-conscious thought. Not long after, I found one—a 1947 Royal KMM. Then, on my way to that coffee shop today, I saw yet another blue and white VW bus. This time, it was parked right in front of my neighbor's house. So now I can't shake the idea of writing a novel.
I'm picturing a hometown story that offers perspective instead of expectation. I see opportunity to depict unconventional outlooks where most slap on a stereotype or lean into some unnecessary trope. In my head, the working title is Tall Tree Way, like the street I grew up on in that north-shore corner of Massachusetts. Home of the Royals—where the colors are blue and white.
Do you look for signs? Do you ask for help? Do you see those things as different?
onward.
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